As a tribute to God's faithfulness, Chapman wrote another verse to "Yours," a song that originally appeared on his album "This Moment," released last year:
I've walked the valley of death's shadow
So deep and dark that I could barely breathe
I've had to let go of more than I could bear
And questioned everything that I believe
But still even here in this great darkness
A comfort and hope come breaking through
As I can say in life or death God we belong to you.
Chapman, a Grammy-winning Christian musician, said he deals with the loss of the youngest of his three adopted Chinese daughters "sometimes in intervals of about 15 minutes at a time."
One of the most pressing questions King wanted to ask was whether Chapman lost his faith at any point during the ordeal.
"You know, at that moment, I've got to say, Larry, I mean it wasI was crying out to myto my Father," Chapman said. "I was crying out to the guy that I know as my Heavenly Father."
King wanted to know if Chapman was angry.
"I really wasn't angry at God. I know I heard myself saying a lot, 'God, You can't ask this of me. You can't ask this of my family. This is too much. We can't do this,'" the musician responded.
Chapman was standing on the front porch of his home in Franklin, Tenn., May 21 when he saw his 17-year-old son Will Franklin coming up the driveway in an old SUV. Chapman said he believes it was providential that God allowed him to see that Will was driving uncharacteristically slow and wasn't talking on his cell phone.
Will drove around to the back of the house, and as he was turning the corner, he didn't see his little sister run into his path. Immediately he knew he had hit something, and he stopped, only to find something that would forever change his life.
Wanting to run
Will told King he just wanted to run after the accident.
"And then Caleb, not too long after that, just kind of ran and tackled me and just kind of jumped on me," he said of his 18-year-old brother. "... And it was just like, 'You can't leave, you can't leave,' and justwas just on top of me saying, 'Everything's going to be OK. We love you. You can't leave.' And justit was just thatthat was super important."
Chapman said his memory of the immediate aftermath is foggy.
"(I began) reminding God of all the great things He had done through history and that He could, you know, give her life again. He could breathe life back into her."
Maria had been on the playground in the backyard with her two sisters, and she ran toward her brother when she saw him coming in the SUV
Will and the other children have been meeting with trauma counselors in order to work through their grief, their mother Mary Beth said while opening up about her own reaction to losing a child.
"I've been mad. I've been sad," she said. "I've jumped up and down. I've crawled under my bed. I've gone in my closet. You name it, I've done it. And I know that I will never understand, this side of eternity, why Maria? Why Will? I have a list of questions in my journal, you know, 'Why?'"
A love note left behind
Chapman told about a discovery he made in the hours after the accident that has provided comfort in the days since.
"Maria had the morning of the accident drawn a picture of a flower and had written a word that she had never written before. She knew how to write her name. That was all I had ever seen, and maybe 'I love Dad' or 'I love Mom,'" Chapman said. "But she had never written any other words.
"And when she first died, Caleb and I, especially, kept saying if we could just see, if we could just have a dream, something, God, we'd believe it. If we could just see something that would tell us that she's OK.
"And the day after the accident, we went home to get some clothes for the funeral, for the memorial," he said. "Sitting on the art table was this little picture that Maria had drawn the morning of the accident. She had drawn a six-petaled flower, and only one petal was colored in. We have six children. Only one is whole now, we believe, in the arms of Jesus.
"She wrote the word S-E-E," he said. "She wrote the word see. And she had never written that before. She was saying, 'See, I'm good. I'm OK.'"
Caleb told King that the night Maria died the family gathered around her body and made an oath that they would honor Maria by honoring the One who gave her to them.
"And so the way I'm going to live my life from here on out is not be ashamed of what I've been created to do, and that's just share the gospel, share Maria's story, and by sharing Maria's story, I get to share the hope that I found through tragedy," Caleb said.
Chapman said he chose to appear on CNN and on ABC's "Good Morning America" the day before because he has a hope in Christ to share with people. Chapman has begun touring again, and he said the tragedy of losing Maria has given him more confidence as he sings.
"I know a lot less about God, but the things I know about God, I know a whole lot more, for sure," he said.
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